I am FINALLY free!!

TODAY is my last day at my working place and I am done for good....no more excuse that can make me stay as I have already tolerated long enough....and that still reminds me the song "Great Escape" ......especially the last sentence: " We are finally free tonight..."

Let's recall...i started working year 2008 April and throughout this period, I have been going in...going out, spending every semester break working there.....it's like my second home during the holidays.....can't deny I have learn loads.....and to learn those knowledge, it required much patient as well as determination and strong will to be there for so long.....time flies working there.....the day just pass with a snap of finger....Also, I made plently of friends....from the start till the end, I think I manage to meet almost 15 to 20 new friends.....we stick together through thick and thin....get scolded together...still have to smile at customer although they argued and shouted at us...sometimes we even raise our voice but it seems their voice were always louder.....boss yell at one but we all felt the pain...laugh all laugh together...stupid jokes...eat "hei pan" for dunno how many consecutive days....and due to that, I think our friendship will last even longer after we all separated...

I won't forget those uncles and aunties that scolded me dumb and stupid for not knowing their regular items during my first month.....and because of that, I tried even harder to remember the needs of each of them.....and finally, even the worst customer can joke and laugh with me.....however, there are still some that are so pathetic that I still loathed at the sight when they walk into the store....now, I dun have to see their faces anymore....Don't have to argue with them anymore...To YY, Leng Ooi, Esther, Chitra, Li Yi, Ryan, Thomas, Michelle, Wen Jia, as well as Mr Nordin, it's been a pleasure to know u guys and I will miss those dreadful, memorable and wonderful times that we share together....we were all on the same boat before but now we are all going separated ways.....wherever u guys are heading to, I wish u all "All the best and may ur dreams come true".....

Freedom...HERE I COME!!

All Memories in Farmasi XXX

Childhood

是否還記得不怕太陽曬黑的日子
汗水任意揮霍在浩瀚的叢綠中
田園中遍佈了你我歡樂的足跡
還有被遺棄在那兒的天真

是否還記得不怕風吹雨淋的歲月
雨聲和笑聲穿梭在童年的午後
雨後的虹彩　總是那麼難以忘記
就像那不被雨水沖淡的回憶

當我們相繼長大以後飛向遙遠的地方
昔日的神采飛揚無法再現　只能在夢裡找
無論你我身在何處　
只希望你永遠記得這首歌謠

LENGGANG LENGGANG KANGKUNG
KANGKUNG DI TEPI PAYA
INGIN NAK MAKAN JAGUNG
TAPI SAYANG GIGI TAK ADA

P.S This is one song that definately will remind me of Malaysia while i'm gone...

Patriotic

我帶理想飛向更高的天空
哪裡可以讓我看見更遠的大地
從今以後讓我選擇自己的步伐
因為明天的我不愿再停留這裡

曾經以為我的理想已去道盡頭
今天的我需要展翅高飛
KITA ANAK MALAYSIA
哪管前方風和雨
挫折越多只會讓我看得更遠
KITA ANAK MALAYSIA
哪管前方風和雨
不怕失敗同心協力向前邁進

Destiny...

Yesterday was an awakening day for me...Once again, God made me realise something that I haven't even bother to think about before this....When I set my foot into the pharmacy yesterday, I saw this aunty buying something to boost her imune system....I went to the back to put down my bag and went back in front again...the next thing I know was, the aunty started to have tears in her eyes...and my boss even asked concernly: "y are u crying?" Well, it seem to be a stupid question to ask but somehow, it seems to be the best question at that moment....so the aunty let go her grief upon us....she blame God why has He taken her husband who is loving, hardworking from her....while I was standing there, I felt wat she was feeling....I tried putting myself in her situation and I felt the pain and emptiness...however, watever I felt is not as much as wat she is going through....and then, throughout the whole day, we have concern mothers keep coming in to buy face mask....and that day, the face mask sales was so good until I forgotten exactly how many boxes we manage to packed....the reason is because there are rumours that one kid from SK Taman Megah is comfirm with H1N1 virus....gosh!! it was really chaos...

Then in the evening, got a call from my sister telling me that someone we know passed away due to esophagus cancer...at that point, I really wanted to cry....gosh!! it was so sudden...and i never hear we can get cancer there...when I thought of wat she's gonna go through, I feel like going straight to her and gave her a hug...

All this happen made me realise that life is so vulnerable...seriously, we should really appreciate wat we have and do not waste a minute of life....who knows wat will happen in future or we might juz drop dead on the street without doing things that we thought we have time for...we will regret for a life time.....enjoy each second of it...no matter sweet, sour, pain, sorrow....it's juz life....

Verse...

The LORD is close to the brokenhearted;

He rescues those who are crushed in spirit.

We felt we were doomed to die

And saw how powerless we were to help ourselves;

But that was good,

For then we put everything into the hands of God,

who alone could save us

Blow...

Long ago, I have realised that everything happen for a reason...and so far....anything that happen to me still has a happy ending and I really feel blessed....I had hard times, especially during exams....but i still manage to pull through and learn a great deal from it....Once I read in a book and I found this quote: Since u can never change whatever that already occur, then change urself to suit the new environment.....Somehow somewhere, I used this quote before.....and now, I am still here, surviving....

And when we say everything happen for a reason...u have no idea wat's the reason and how u are gonna appreciate the ending until u are way further in the future....when u look back and start to connect all the small little dots representing those dreadful events, u will see why has God plan this for u....to make u stronger? to make u a better person? although u will live miserably for a while, or even ur whole life bearing the consequences....when everything is done....u will certainly get ur reward...

I can't say I fully understand how u feel because I am not the one bearing the pain....but when i see the sorrow on ur face, it hurts and pains me and I really hope u can find a way out....find a way to open ur heart and accept things that u cannot change...u are gonna live with it ur whole life....and don't tell me u gonna spend ur whole life moaning about what happen to u and why this happen to u and not others...life has much more than that to offer....if u consider urself as pathetic, what's gonna happen to those who are living in a much worst situation that u do? u r way better than those who do not have proper shelter or those who are actually living on a life support machine....

Life is an everchanging environment...we can never always be at the wrong side of the road...at some point, we will finally be on the right track again....all I can ask from u now is just be strong...dun give up....no matter how bad the days are gonna be, no matter how dreadful u feel ur life is gonna be in the future, i just plead desperately to u that u will continue to hold on....just be a little bit more patient....although there seems to be no way out, I am sure somewhere along the road, u will finally found ur rhythm....if u feel tired, take a rest but please don't quit because of all u know...u might be just one more step away....God is testing us everyday but He will not give us a test that is beyond our limit....nor He will give u the test and walk away from u until u get it right....the truth is God is always with u and there's always a purpose for every test....including bringing up an ability that u never know u have it in u...I just want u to know that no matter where u n I gonna be in future, if u need someone to lean on....I am always there offering my shoulder....

"Destiny is no matter of chance, it is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for, but a thing to be achieved....Everybody can be great because anybody can serve..You don't have to have a college degree to serve, nor to make ur subject and verb agree to serve...All u need is a heart full of grace, and a soul generated by love..."

So long....

Well, here goes all the nice commercial advertisment by Yasmin Ahmad....as well as those movies....Sepet was one of my first experience watching malaysian movie....and it gave me real good impression to continue to watch her movies.....and i really like sepet...although there's no ending, somehow, it increase the quality of malaysian movies as well as bring fame to malaysia.....and her Hari Raya, Chinese New Year and Merdeka commercial...gosh...those were awesome...never knew anyone has ideas like hers.....especially those commercial during chinese new year and hari raya, i actually cried watching them.....i will miss her.....as well as her works.....So long, Yasmin....We will always remember u.....