我答應你

你的臉龐是一首歌
在晚風中輕輕的唱
清澈明亮不會忘

你的擁抱是一首歌
在我懷裏輕輕的唱
脆弱堅強我都不放

一天中最美的時光
爲什麽非得是夕陽
和從前每一天一样
我就站在這裡眺望

我要明天
你還在 我身旁
我答應你
會牢記這片燦爛的遠方
我要明天
你還在 我肩上
我答應你
會忘記有種感覺叫悲傷

The Ocean

从那遥远海边慢慢消失的你
本来模糊的脸竟然渐渐清晰
想要说些什麽又不知从何说起
只有把它放在心底

茫然走在海边看那潮来潮去
徒劳无功想把每朵浪花记清
想要说声爱你却被吹散在风里
猛然回头你在那里

如果大海能够唤回曾经的爱
就让我用一生等待
如果深情往事你已不再留恋
就让它随风飘远

如果大海能够带走我的哀愁
就像带走每条河流
所有受过的伤所有流过的泪
我的爱请全部带走

Bagpiper...

This song, make me smile at myself...it gave me the inspiration to go on, continue to smile even though things seem to be pathetic, horrible and terrible....all because of the story behind it....

光影交错 在鹅卵石斜坡
跟白砖瓦的街廓
小孩晃着纸风车笑成一脸麦田里
烫金黄色

挥挥手 崎岖的山丘 已在我身后
而我 继续走 在这寂静如画的北国
挥挥手 你是不是我 我的风笛手
请你对着我说
这首旋律只属于我

绵羊游走 在苏格兰阡陌
云正偷偷 刺着绣
陪我寂寞的湖泊 也被小船划出了
浅浅酒窝

在这英国的北夜
另一个纬度的世界
我不够熟悉的一切 感觉却足以让人落泪
我在风笛声里入睡
而弹的会是谁

尝一口 牧人的自由 冰川的辽阔
寻找 在远方 为我而弹奏的风笛手
尝一口 牧人的自由 蓝天的温柔
沿着翠绿溪流 寻找那我的风笛手

New decade...

So, it's 2010 and Happy New Year everyone!! Another decade passed, how many more decades can we have? Does this reminds you to cherish your life and enjoy every single bit of it?

10 years ago, I am just still a young and dumb little girl studying standard 6 and I never realise how many things can change in a decade....I graduated from SJK(C) Yuk Chai, further graduate from SMK Taman Sea, continue to further graduate from HELP college, and now, I am looking forward to graduate from University of Birmingham....that's how far I have come from....If I say I didn't change during these 10 years, it's all bullshit...From a shy, close minded person, I have learnt to express myself, to be more outgoing, to view life in a different perspective but of course, I am still young and dumb...Haven't manage to change that just yet and don't plan to do so in future....

It's like a character building throughout these years...Been a follower, a leader, a staff, a witness of miracles, faith and see how a person can change with time...There were so many times I was being discouraged, judged, thrown down to the lowest point of life, felt that there was no more hope, dumped, lost and always find myself standing at the crossroad all the time, yet when I look back and start to connect all those events, I realise how have I changed and how those events shaped me into who I am today....Throughout the years, I have been constantly tested...Exams, being loved and harshly being dumped, learn to trust, to let go, to believe, to accept, to surrender, endurance, perseverance, guess I am becoming a better person with each passing event...One thing for sure, to endure the cold weather and snow in UK compare to the hot and sunny days back home...

This decade, I can't say I remember every single event that happen...All I can remember is the 9 11 incident, the Sichuan Earth quake, Tsumani, current recession...What else? I can't remember anymore...No matter wat incident are those, I can see a world more unite than before...Whenever one country is in trouble, neighbouring country will try to support, giving aid...Even the people of the country, they will rush to help out, donation and all....However, war is still going on...When only peace will come to us? Probably another decade or so?

10 years, it's not short, and it's not long..But it all comes down to how many more 10 years can passed before we can say we finish the race...How many more 10 years to achieve things that we longed for....It's funny when u stand 10 years later and start to think back how far u have come and it's not every decade u have the chance to do that....One good example is during school days, I totally sux at math, especially during form 2, I practically failed my math paper...I started to buckle up, and things were going great till now, I am studying engineering...Awesome? Come to think of it, if I didn't fail during form 2, probably I won't start to like math, and will continue to sux in engineering...Now I can stand and see it in a good perspective, but at that time, I was totally devastated and down....This is how great God's plan can be....

Therefore, let's look forward for another new decade....Let's forgive and forget, let all bygones be bygones....All things happen for a reason, and even u don't see and understand the reason behind it, u will in future....For the time being, just walk on with faith...Though u dont see the light, God will shine the way for u....Just trust and go on...I always like to say in my own words: " Got road, walk; No road, jump.."

*cheerz*