The 1st day of a brand NEW year...

First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone!!! well, spent yesterday night in 1U....the concert was freaking boring...i almost juz fell asleep at the roadside...all chinese songs....and even got nice disco ones...no one teman me to siao....everyone juz stare at me...so malu....anyway, i wasn't the only one k......got Malays and Indians there....they are like me....almost fell asleep...luckily, the fireworks conpensated everything...IT WAS AWESOME!!! everytime i thought it was the climax and end already, another loud B A N G and the fireworks continue on....it went on for at least 10 minutes.....this year, the fireworks was special...how special...i dunno how to describe...those who were there, u guys should know....the only thing i know is, we were all standing freaking close to the place where they locate the fireworks....oh then, maxis was jammed up...cannot call out...cannot message...my mum was trying to call my sis in japan because the host family was waiting for our call too...but maxis was super jammed up...so cannot call till 1 sth in the morning...and i was trying to call maggie and kek jin because i promise them i will since they so charm got no where to go....but the line cannot go through....haha!! finally manage to call them, but it was at least good 20 minutes later...so sorry guys!! but i really did tried....

Well, the whole night...got banyak nice message circulating around...but i extremely like this one:

- Let this new year be like a plane ride with God as ur pilot,

Dreams as ur wings,

Hope as ur fuel,

Love as ur engine,

Good friends as ur crew,

Faith as ur safety belt,

And finally,

Happiness as ur passenger -

Have a BLESSED NEW year ahead!!!

New Year's Eve (last post for year 2008)

So, year 2008 is gonna end soon....and it's a sad ending with the whole world having recession now and everyone is predicting it's gonna be worst next year....well, my year 2008 is not that bad after all...let's see.....

Part 1
I finished my first year by getting second upper class...it's not that easy as i was juz a first year student....young and dumb....even my hands on project almost fail...however, we manage to pull through the whole first yeaer without any serious damage done....

Part 2
Got my first working experience....as a sales assistant in a pharmacy...well, it's not that bad...although i dreaded it at first, but still manage to pull through....everynight came home with a sore leg that almost patah....however, i manage to learn lots about everything and now....i am still working there....

Part 3
I passed my Diploma in Music....was so happy when my piano teacher message me and told me that i passed....so proud...and i felt that i was really blessed...with my performance that day, i really thought i was gonna fail and have to retake it again....but God really bless me and i passed....Thank God!!

Part 4
PBSM finally won back the championship after dunno how many years being at the second place...was so proud of the team....and obviously, i did help k....still remember trying to teach those who march with left hand and left leg....teach them how to stop.....teach them how to turn (almost cried).....helping out in the formation as a "ke leh feh".....Every hardwork finally paid off....Still remember when we were announced as CHAMPION...i was seriously stunned....dunno wat to say...thought i heard wrongly....then when i turned around, i saw the president and vice present were hugging each other and tears were flowing like water paip, i knew i din hear wrongly....the only thing i manage to do is, congrats my senior for all the hardwork he poured and i juz stone there and finally walked away......CONGRATS TO THE PREZ AND VICE PREZ!!! and special thanks to FUE XIANG!!

Part 5
The Youth Holiday Camp 2008 in Benum Hill Resort was a success....everyone enjoyed very much especially me because it's gonna my last year becoming an instructor....well, i really make an effort trying to remember those ppl...but unfortunately, i can't cuz my brain capacity is too small...it's better this year compare to previous years cuz i can't barely remember anyone....or can say...not a single one...(ask isabelle..she's the best example) this year, i can remember at least 20 ppl lerr.....improve d....

Well, although it seems that i really had a great year....the bad ones have their fair share too....i lost one of the precious "thing" in my life....second year in University is as bad as it is....cuz too getting more challenging and hands on project was a failure...However, if we have a prefect year....with no nth happen...then it's gonna be weird....i juz Thank God that i am still alive today to type this post and there's nth more i expect....

Year 2009 is gonna be more challenging as i am leaving to UK....i guess everyone is looking forward for a better year ahead....COME ON PPL!!! let bygones be bygones....watever sad things, unhappy, unsatisfied moments, let the countdown cheers to the new year wash them away (obviously u keep the happy ones)....and when the cheers is at it's peak, it signifying to a new start....leave the old memories some corner in ur heart....and let the majority space in ur heart filled with curiosity for the new year.....GAMBATTE!!! Let's usher a whole NEW chapter in the Book of Life for YEAR 2009!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

Pictures from Vietnam....

I was just trying to help

My car for 5 days..her name is "siao bai"

On the boat


The boat i spent a night in

Nice scenery with poser

We went through that lubang k

Scenery from Halong Bay

My room on the boat

This is where Ho Chi Min's body is kept

This temple stands on just a wooden pole

Home Sweet Home...

Never in my life i felt so happy to be home...finally got back home yesterday night...and the airport was so tense as Louise Khoo was to arrive at almost the same time as i do....well, the last two days in Vietnam carries the most dramatic scene among the 5 days when we were there.....so, the 4th day....we had a 2 and a half hours drive to some place to see "Halong bay on land" .....well, that place is really sth like Halong Bay, the different is Halong Bay is in the middle on the sea whereas this time, the place is on land....we had a small exercise to see the oldest temple they have in Hanoi, went for lunch...and bump into a fellow camp mate...right.....the world is so small again....then we board onto a small boat which takes 2 ppl at a time....and we had one uncle and one aunty to help us to row the boat...of course, i helped....well, the scenery was really good....it was awesome!! it's a 2 hours ride....one hour to go in and one hour to come out...we pass 3 lubangs and finally reach into some place where some other ppl surround and ask us to buy things that we dun need.....wah!! like movie lerr...they surround us....luckily din rompak us....haha!! after good 20 minutes only they start to row the boat back....well, me and my sis got bored so we had some music played...and we play " Can I have this dance? " not bad wered...with the environment and love song...it's totally perfect....then, the aunty on the boat started to bring stuff out and "force" us to buy...siao wei....we told her we already bought it somewhere....but she still insist....finally, she gave up...and her facial expression is totally different compare when we first board the boat....she like pissed off....fine....that's not only that....when we have like another 800m before we reach the shore, she started saying "tip"....at first i thought what vietnam language she's talking bout...when she gave that money gesture, i only realise she was asking for tips....well, it's not like i won't give....cuz the tour guide told us that we had to give 20000 for each person....so we already prepare the money long before...actually we wanted to give more than the amount required which is 40000 to 60000....and she literally forcing us to give her money 800m away from the shore!!! who knows if we give d....she not happy with the amount she she ask us to swim back the shore...and when we din give it to her, she keep repeating "tip....tips...tip..." me and my sis were getting so bored of it until we dun care bout her...my sis even help to row faster....haha!! and my some aunty actually shouted across the river asking us to give 50000....i was like...OMGosh!! softer larr....so loud...until the aunty like..." faster....50000...." wat the....i almost go crazy k....never in my life ppl ask money from me till like that....before we got down the boat, i gave my sis 60000 to give it to the aunty....and since she was asking for 50000...when my sis took out the money to give it to her, she kept 10000....the aunty saw the other 10000, she tug my sis baju and demand for that extra 10000....my Gosh!! where got like that one....siao....i know they row till very tiring...but dun need like that kuar.....in the end, even before saying "thank u" , me and my sis quickly jump of the boat....my sis was so angry until before the boat stop, she step off and almost fell into the water....haha!!

Right after we got off the boat, we head straight back to the town....even my mym's boat also encounter the same situation...haha!! before the 4th day, if ppl ask me wat so interesting bout vietnam...i will say the "Honking" music and the dust particles floating in the air....but now...i will say this is the most interesting....well, on the way back...we were caught in the jam for almost 2 hours.....siao d....and we were listening to ABBA song....the CD pratically repeated for 3 times...and another CD was repeated for 2 times.....guess for now...i won't listen to ABBA for the moment...haha!!! had buffett in some restaurant, and went back to hotel...we went back to the hotel as early as possible because that night...Hanoi was hosting the final football match between Vietnam and Thailand....and Vietnam won....they were celebrating like crazy....whole night they have disco with some song that i dun understant at all....siao....luckily me and my sis were watching "At World's End" so our volume practically covered the volume of their music....

The last day...can't wait to go home...if we were to stay there any longer...i can go crazy....like my sis says...." if we stay here another few more days...when we go home...we need to go see psychiatric..." was so happy when we step out of the airport...had a nice dinner....obviously, not goreng to perfection....

Continue from Vietnam....

right...back...Thank God for a safe trip to Halong Bay, which is at the middle of the sea...well, basically yesterday we had a 3 and a half hours journey to the port to board onto the ship that we were suppose to spend a night in.....so, we board onto the ship, had lunch...and went to visit some places in the bay...had dinner...and that's it...no tv...no comp..no nth....basically, by 9...we can all go to bed....and the food....it's all goreng to perfection...breakfast...lunch, and dinner...siao d....my cholestrol level sure go up like crazy....luckily we only staying there for a day...if not....i rather jump into the sea and swim back to the shore....but half way swimming, can see shit floating....cuz watever we flush through the toilet bowl goes down into the sea....after a long night, we came back on shore and took another 3 and a half hours back to the town....went dinner and SHOPPING!!! well, the money here horr....super crazy wan lerr...so many zeros....i can have 100000 in my pocket....but dong (vietnam currency).....buy one pair of track suit...it's 750000....not bad...if it's in Ringgit...i can buy a house....or maybe a S350 d...oh ya....the weather here is quite cold....it's like Genting (olden days)....when we check the weather forecast, it's state 19 to 25 degree....when we come here...it's only 11 degree...siao d...we thought not so cold...so we din prepare any thick jacket or sth....we even brought shorts and sleevesless....the first day we arrive....those ppl look at us like we are some kind of alien....cuz we wear super thin only...macho betul...and when we try to talk to them...it's like chicken talking to duck...no idea wat they are talking bout...and they dunno wat we are talking bout....ok, that's all for now....nitez...time to sleep.....tomorrow another 2 and a half hours journey...

Greetings from Vietnam....

Well, here I am....in a country that has different culture compare to malaysia....and it's on Christmas Day.....board the plane at 10.45am, and the journey took bout 3 and a half hour...by the time we reach Vietnam, it's well pass lunch....however, we still went for lunch at almost 3pm.....and guess what...we had a first class dinner at the restaurant...we had 10 dishes for 4 person while the table next to us only have 5 dishes for 4....siao d.....so, we din really finish everything...tried so hard but still...can't help it....too much....at least we get to try some local dishes....then, went to some park where their "bapa kemerdekaan" stay during his life and also went to his tomb...well, we can't go into the tomb (not like China) and at some places, there's a boundry that we cannot step into....kind the strict lerrr.....got police standing there to guard some more....but at least they are doing sth to protect their historical places.....then, went for dinner...dinner was at a chinese restaurant and luckily, the dishes is not as much as lunch....so we manage to sort of finishing everything......and dunno why...their dragon fruit here is sour and the papaya is bitter...worst than the bitter ground....siao...the only normal one is the watermelon....i can't imagine the watermelon being salty or bitter....

In Vietnam, there are two normal things that we can always see....1st, motorcycles....man!!! there are so many of them...this is my first time seeing so many of them at the same time on the road...walk on the street also scare....and the worst is when u cross the road...it's crazy here....they don't care...they just want their way....even u are crossing, they still honk at u and give u that kind of stare....and they keep honking...i think the best seller here besides bikes, it's gonna be honk system...so even i was complaining bout the drivers in Malaysia compare to Europe countries, now i think Malaysia is better....at least got some system....2nd, wayers...dunno why....maybe because here is a bit the slow in development...their wayers are hanging up in a bunch like spiders....in one bunch, there are many small wayers...at least got 20 of small wayers...siao....if suddenly one short circuit....i think fire sure happen and the whole thing gone...that's why their kereta bomba here qutie canggih...like the ones we have back home...

ok....gtg....times up....going to spend a night on the boat tomorrow....will update when home....ciaoz ppl...Merry Christmas!!!! oh ya, i found a book that is worth to read....try Rick Warren (i think it spells like that) - Purpose of Christmas.....i really like that book...if dunno wat to get for christmas for ur friends of love ones....try that....it will be a good christmas gift....nitez........

The world is small...

After months, finally got time to go back Malacca to see my grandma and celebrate her bday as well....so, went back on saturday afternoon after work...when reach grandma's hse, only got time to take shower then have to go down to town d....so, yeah...had a great dinner and went to portugis settlement to look at the christmas decoration there....to those who haven't been there, the portugis settlement is where most of the portugal ppl stay....so every year, they will decorate their hse for christmas and allow visitors to go into their hse to have a look....btw, it's kinda subsidised by gorvernment and sponsored by some good samaritans.......some houses, they really decorate till super nice....wait till i find the wayers to connect my hp to the comp then i will upload the pictures....it's really cool and beautiful....and this reminds me of New Zealand when i went there for youth exchange...the housing area got some competition and so all of them decorate till super nice....awesome!! but in malaysia, so far i only know portugis settlement in Malacca got such things....the next day, went down to town again to go to the temple where my grandfather is.....and then, while i was walking, i saw someone like saying my name...then i look at her....only to realise she's someone from the camp....haha!! she's like so suprise...i was to....she hug me some more...at the road side....she was suppose to cross the road actually....then i continue to walk, and i saw more of them...haha!! so funny...such a small world lorr...they are from JB and we juz somehow have the chance to meet in malacca....not bad....got jodoh...after lunch, we started our journey back to KL...while i was waiting at the traffic light and it's red....got this car suddenly cut in front of me....stop, came off his car, open the car boot, and took out newspapers....and i think the guy that came out quite "yeong sui" larr....the next thing we know....the ppl in the car were covering the windows with the newspaper....i was about the hand him my sun shade when we both stop at another traffic light....haha!! then pass the toll house, saw his car stop at the road side....and guess wat he is doing....sticking the newspapers that are dangling outside the window.....so weird larr...juz buy a freaking sun shade larr....crazy....finally, reach home at 4.45pm and rush to change and went for badminton....had dinner and now....i am falling asleep....nitez ppl.....

how are you my dear?

挑一張耶誕卡寫上滿滿祝福的話
地址寫的是心底你能不能收到它
天有點冷　風有點大　城市寧靜而喧譁
這一個冬天我得一個人走回家

問自己習慣了嗎
沒有你每到夜裡回聲變得好大
有沒有什麼好方法　讓寂寞更聽話

你最近還好嗎　是不是也在思念裡掙扎
你說會記得我　還記得嗎
你最近還好嗎　忙碌嗎累嗎心還會痛嗎
如果真不得已忘了我　快向快樂出發

有再多的牽掛都已沒有權利表達
舊情人給的問候比陌生人還尷尬
昨天遠了　明天還長　回憶模糊但巨大 這樣的深夜眼淚要怎樣不流下

life after camp....

one week after the camp...life went back to normal...and now..i am back working...to all the aunties...i am back working in the pharmacy...can serve u all again...haha!! working is really tiring lorr...have to stand whole day....haven't totally recover from camp...my mum literally push me out from the house to go work...cuz my boss keep pushing....so yeah...haven't manage to screw back up all my joints...i am back unscrewing them further...siao d...it's gonna break soon...but back to work also means sth...that i won't waste my time doing nth at home...so yeah....pros and cons...TIRING LARR!!!

sent my sister to airport on saturday cuz she going to japan for youth exchange for 3 weeks....cool right? yeah, quite....will miss her like crazy...bye sis!! see u on the 3rd of Jan...take care!!!

camp.............

Y E S!!! finally....camp is over...9 months of hardwork is finally paid off....well, went off for camp last wednesday....i almost gave up cuz i was sick until right before the camp and i didn't wan to go camp on the day itself.....but when i thought of the responsibilities that i have....i had to convince myself that everything will be fine....and prayed a lot for it....Thank God that everything went well......no nothing happen and everyone enjoyed themselves.....

Day 1
wednesday took off......everything went well besides i miss the petrol station that we were suppose to be stopping at.....but i manage to find another station for them to go toilet....then....instead going to the camp site, the bus driver drove us to a kacang factory and ask us to go down...i look at it....dunno whether to laugh or cry....then finally manage to find the camp site....not bad right...did some activities......like fire fighting...tug-of-war where the instructors lost to the participants...haha!! and they are so proud of it....then water boom....the instructors kena boom like crazy....they all so bad...all aim at us....and i was all wet....dunno they use water or mud....my shirt was all dirty....at night....taught those ppl CPR....wah!!! they actually know wat am i talking about....cuz they also learn CPR...so at least..i wasn't talking to myself....haha!!!

Day 2
The first thing i said to my room mate was " YES!! DAY 2 d.....3 more days..." haha!! so desperate...well, after breakfast, started the 1st activity....high ropes....well, i was in-charge of it this year and so i was up on the tower for 2 days....like drying ikan kering....cuz it's freaking hot up there....my gosh!! now when i take out my specs, i have 2 loops there.....so funny looking....that's the sacrifice of the instructors.....haih.....get burn up there...so hot!!!!!! after lunch...went up there again.....sun burn like mad lerr....well, each time..it's a different group that came up...we have 3 age groups.....so the 1st was 14 and above....those ppl....they were so scared...there's this girl..." if i die, plz take care of my baobei ar.....and chien yin, u can take all my clothes and bags...." and another girl, each time she reach one point, she will hug the pole like she never hug them before.....haha!! so cute these ppl....but anyway, everyone had their first time....so i dun blame them....they are juz cute....and it was a joke for the whole camp cuz i keep mentioning it to her...after dinner...went for night walk.....so tiring...up the mountain....only 2 groups went with me....the other 2...went the other way....and it was muddy and rocky....got free foot massage.....since it raina little before we went, leeches were everywhere.....some of them got suck.....not bad...experience for them......after everything is done for the day....all the instructors had meeting....till 12.30am....freaking tired lerr...i almost fell asleep there....haha!! ppl meeting, my brain shut down d.......zZZZzzzzzZZZ.......................

Day 3
As usual, the first thing i said to my room mate is " YES!! 3rd day d.....2 more days....." counting down to freedom....after breakfast, went back to my station..up on the pole....this time round....lagi siao...the age group that came up was about 8 to 10 years old..well, my station was the hardest to cross....man!!! those kids....they scold me lerr.....and they were crying cuz they were so scared....i say " move ur leg....let go ur left hand and grab the next rope..." they scold me like mad man!!! " I DUN WAN!!! I CANNOT!!! I WAN GO BACK!! " and i very scared when see ppl crying..it's like i am such a bad person....well, they already half way through....macam mana nak come back...continue is a better choice....finally, after spending some time to convince them to continue....everyone manage to complete without falling...my throat also dry like crazy.....as usual...it was freaking hot.....sun burn got worst.....ikan kering totally dry d.....after lunch, was in-charge of origami.....siao man!! i dun even know origami myself....so i ended up doing it with the kids....so cute...they teach me lerr.....and they are so talented.....frog larr....rabbit larr......lotus flower larr.....so nice......after dinner.....did some lecturing job.....after tugging them to bed.....had meeting again...till 12am.....and again, i was dozing off....haha!! but i got listen wan k....i am a good girl....but all of them always bully me....got this aunty even say i am too cute...the kids won't listen to me.....cuz i got baby face.....so happy....!! and isabelle also agree that i am cute....happy gila!!!

Day 4
YES!!! 4th day d...one more day......and we are free.....after breakfast.....had kite making session....as usual, i dunno how to make kite.....last time make kite also cannot fly wan....but anyway, at least i know my stuff....and taught them how to do it....not bad larr.....then lunch....and free time to prepare for talentime night...well, i am the person-in-charge for the night's session...and that was my biggest task for the camp.....that period of time is seriously freking stress....have to get ready all the music for those ppl...and there's this one group that really made me boiling.....but still, had to finish my job...so no choice......talk to them nicely, arrage for them in hope that they won't memalukan themselves that night.....finally, the time has come....the night went off well with the instructors being called as the inspectors...and ended up well with the disco night was the peak.....everyone jump and shake like mad...i was one of them....but everytime i rest for a while or go arrange the music....when i got out again...ppl sure grab me to dance with them....duh...i am popular marr....haha!! so perasan....well, the night ended at 1am....and luckily that night...no meeting...if not.....gila liao.....but that night...i slept at 2 sth....cuz have to pack and clear things....the song that i like the most that night was The Great Escape.....especially the last part of the lyrics " We are Finally free tonight" ....cuz it's exactly the same feeling that i have...and christine say i gila liao cuz keep singing the same thing....

Day 5
Finally, the day go go home has come...." WE ARE FINALLY FREE TONIGHT!!!" so happy.....i sang the song the first thing i do when i woke up.....oh ya...me and my room mates needed 5 alarms to wake us up....the 2nd day...1 alarm....3r day....2 alarm.....4th day....2 alarm....the last day....we needed 5 alarms to go off before we actually wake up....haha!! my room mates are my fellow instructors anyway....after breakfast, had certs presentation.....everyone was reluctant to go home....this proves that the bond that build up within the 5 days was so strong.....and i had to say that....i also feel sad...cuz this is my last camp.....last disco night.....so sad.....wil miss camp and all the friends that i made during the camp.....miss eating every meal together....sleeping together.....meetings.....haih......when we finally reach the museum, the ppl on my bus actually did the banana dance at the museum with everyone looking...so embrassing....but it was a sign that the camp was a success..............

Thank u guys for giving me such a nice last camp......To all instructors, it was a pleasure working with u guys...hopefully we will have the chance to work together again in future....To all participants, thank u guys for such a nice camp....u guys are a nice bunch of ppl....hope u all had a great time....will miss eating meals together, dancing together and get bullied by u ppl....muz always remember sam is cute....haha!!! Benum Hill Resort was where i start and end as an instructor.........Thank God for everything...................