Plans...

well, exams are over long ago and now, i am supposedly having my sweet holiday....is it exactly sweet holiday? no, i dun think so....work 13 hours a day....whole day standing and serving customers that dun even know that what they can imagine actually doesn't exist YET on earth....as well as those who dun even understand that "I AM NOT THE BOSS AROUND HERE and can't give u further discount unless u wait till my BOSS comes back!!!" theory...can't understand.....sometimes for that RM 0.60 also they want to fight with us...haih....human...hope i won't be like them one day....seriously, it's so irritating....there's only one important lesson that i learnt since started working last summer...that is: dun do stupid things juz to satisfied urself and end up looking like an idiot....ppl outside will be looking at u like some kind of alien...

If i say i haven't learnt anything since holidays started, it's a big fat lie.....after so long, i learnt that: no matter how hard u plan, how bad u wish sth to happen, God is the final decision maker and He decides what should be done and what shouldn't.....with this, i have been through 2 scenes....one of it, last week, receive news that my cousin;s grandma, which i am also close with...fell down and knock her head on the ground during the fall causing internal bleeding in her brain....there's only 30% chances to live either with operation and without operation.....so, my aunt and her family decided that it's too risky for her to do the operation because she's already 92 years old......when i heard the news, i was devastated.....she juz came down to KL to celebrate my birthday juz 1 day ago before that accident....i can't imagine she's will be gone because juz the day before i saw my cousin cutting up the food for her at breakfast nor she hugging me and asking me to study hard before she left that evening....and i realise that there's no way she will be out of danger besides a miracle....and true enough, she was discharged from the hospital few days later and now spending her days at home....although she is not as healthy before, still, she's hanging on.....

In less than 48 hours from now, u will be gone....and till u finish with what u need to do, that's when i am gonna meet u again which is, 3 years....nice, it's exactly 1095 days...thought there will be chance, but i never thought that i will be the one sending u away...it's suppose to be the other way round...again, this is not about what we want nor what we plan....it's God's plans and purpose....however, this is what u decided, and i have no power in anyway to stop u...all i can say is all the best and take care of urself while u r out there....

So let's take tonight

And never let go

While dancing we'll kiss

Like there's no tomorrow

As the starts sparkle down

Like a diamond ring

I'll treassure this moment

To we meet again

But no matter how far

Or where u may be

I juz close my eyes

And you're in my dreams

And there u will be

Until we meet

PS: I seriously like this song...it's the best song on earth...although it's a bit the old fashion....