Cry....

I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended so soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
The moment that I saw you cry

It was late in September
And I've seen you before
You were always the cold one
But I was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right....

I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon...
In places no one would find...

In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

.....

I try but I cant seem to get myself
To think of anything
But you
Your breath on my face
Your warm gentle kiss I taste the truth
I taste the truth
We know what I came here for
So I won't ask for more

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you

So I'll hold you tonite
Like I would if you were mine
to hold forever more
And I`ll savor each touch that I wanted
So much to feel before
How beautiful it is
Just to be like this

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you

Oh baby
I can`t fight this feeling anymore
It drives me crazy when I try to
So call my name
Take my hand
Make my wish
Baby, your command?
Yeahhh

I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you

back.....

fuiyoh...it's been like years since i last blog...well, it's been a tiring but fun week....work everyday from 9am to 10pm....it's like 13 hours k....freaking tired...whole day standing...serving customer....by the time i reach home....my leg so gonna break....and all my nerves somehow like all disconnected....so, after having a nice hot shower....straightaway, my bed is seducing me....so, yeah lorr...into the dreamland i come...haha!!! until my mum also complaining....never eat single meal with my family since started working....while working, i learn a lot....have to memorize where are the stuff placed....when my lady boss say the name only....the product must be in her hand....haha!! seriously, now training to be efficient...like robot...another thing is...i learn a lot bout those supplements that are available in the market....fish oil, cod liver oil, evening primerose oil, flaxseed oil, collagen and many more...haven't finish learning...each different type is for different purpose....cod liver oil is for immune, collagen is for ladies for firming up, fish oil can reduce inflammation, prevent from coronary heart disease and high blood pressure....seriously, there are so many supplements in the market....each brand got more than 30 products...and there are like more than 3 different brands.....kordel's, bio-life, live-well...bla bla bla....besides, i also learn bout different kinds of medicine....for flu, sore throat, high blood pressure, high cholestrol, heart.......b4 start working, i thought for fever and flu....juz take panadol....sore throat...juz take strepsiles....now, walau...got progestric, anti histamine, tempol, renitec....however, the not good thing of working is....we dun have a specific time to eat...sometimes, we eat lunch at 4.30pm where people suppose to be having tea...and dinner at 8.30pm or almost 9....even half way eating, when got customer....have to serve first...food also dun need to eat d....so, have bread for lunch will be a fastest way to fill up my stomach....in a way, it's good lar.....can kuruskan badan in the same time getting paid....haha!!! seriously, it's a good experience...can learn so many things....but then again, really have to pay the price lorr..i have miss a lot of things since started working...like watching tv, football....read news....play piano....listen to music...eat meals together with my family (good food).....and most of all, miss blogging and online chat!! well, got to go get ready for work...if not, kena scolding....ciaoz ppl....

Lame sam....

So, looking at the title of this post...u guys can concluded that wat i did today was really lame..let's see....after hanging all the clothes...i went off to 1U alone....to check something for my mum who is currently at overseas....then, i went to MPH and bought a book...well, romance is my all time favourite....because the time is almost 1 and since i have to pick my sister from school at 2.30..i decided to wait till 2.30 and go lunch with her (cuz her school is near 1U)...so, i sat at the sofa and read for a while...mouth felt itchy and bought aunty annie's....while eating, i was standing at the CD shop staring at the tv who was playing celine dion's concert in Caeser Palace....HER PEFORMANCE WAS AWESOME!!! with her team of 90 people....dancers...guitarists...back up singer...only dancers, i think got close to 70 ppl d....i really wanted to go for her concert that day but then...the ticket was so expensive.....so, all i can do is watch from the DVDs....she really can sing lorr...her pitch super high....can never reach that pitch...really like her songs....i stood there for almost 20 minutes with an aunty felt so amaze by her singing.......maybe she's a fan of celine dion too....haha!! at least i dun look that stupid...got ppl teman me....then at 2 o'clock, i went to my sister's school....waited for half and hour....petrol also dunno burn how many litres d...finally she came out and we went for lunch....then, went for lunch with clayton, jamie and my cousin's bf....suddenly, the rain pour like cats and dogs....thunder and lightning really scared us because we were sitting outside....the rain water kept splashing in and the lightning kept striking through....felt insecure, we walk under the rain and went inside....chat a bit...and then cabut home cuz the rain stop d....thank God i am still alive man...haha!! that's all for today....ciaoz....

holiday continues...

seriously...i really like holidays.....so fun...whole day watch movie...lay around....no assignments...no projects...no class test...no exams...so nice....well, went out together with my classmates..philip, zaven, jia her and brenda...went to pyramid....well, details can be found in brenda's blog....but one most important thing that i have to say is...all of us were models out of the blue...our face can be found in taylors prospecturs...so...if free..go have a look...haha!!

So, last weekend was my ex-club's annual camp...i really miss camp and school life so much..although there's much conflicts between students...those days were extremely fun...looking at those participants' face and the conditions of them after activities..it reminds me of myself when i was one of them...dirty....swearing and cursing at those stupid committee for asking us to do things and activities that are tiring...waking up in the middle of the night for security duties....nonsense stuff....making us look like a fool.....i went for lots of camps during my school days...no matter in scholl nor outside school....especially camps at outsite schools....like kem cahaya, kem kepimpinan, district level camp (all PBSM camps)....kem muafakat...bla bla bla..in those camps...we really did some stupid activities at times....like walking all the way from sultan abdul samad school to bukit gasing at 12 midnight..using our butt to walk across the basketball court midnight because we weren't able to walk(we were tied all together and got tanggled up)....do more than 100 push ups a day for sth that we din do wrong juz to train our discipline....being dragged from sleep at 3 am in the morning to make us sit and reflect on ourselves and also being dump alone in the middle of the jungle for 2 hours in the middle of the night....sleep in tents that were flooded cuz it was raining heavily...walk in mud that are almost a metre thick....crawl under the table and suddenly when u look up...flour and egg are all over ur face....do commander crawl with detergent all over the floor...walk all over school in the middle of the night blind folded going through lots of obstacle on the way....going under the bench which is only about half a metre from the ground....climbing up and down chairs and tables....haha!! there's lots more...but then again.....everything come back to the same point...to learn, to experience, to be discipline, to be responsible to urself and others that are under ur care....all these activities, although stupid they have purpose....when u finally sit down and reflect back...u actually learn sth that u can never find in books...can never buy with money...it's experience and afterall...life is all about learning.....anyway, helped out in the camp...although no much...get to "revenge" a bit...haha!! yup..that's right...bully my juniors...but then..i think i play more than i bully them....make them go under and above the table....under the bench during "infrared"....fuiyoh!! take so long to make them cross all the obstacle...need to pujuk them on by one...explain to them their next move...luckily everything went fine...no one injured...well, i think i crap a lot d....ok, ciaoz...see ya next post...

life during holidays...

well, it's been the 5th day into my holidays...all i can say is...it's going fine....let's see...on the 3rd day of my holidays..which is monday the 7th, me, the engineering students (chee ming, wendy, jun king, bryan, brenda, joven, edward, betty, siow min, wei kang) and chee ming's sister, jessica went for a picnic all the way in ULU YAM....hmm, supposedly, monday last week, we were still struggling to study math but monday this week...we were happily enjoying the beautiful scenery in the Woods Resort....although that place dun have a nice waterfall, we really did enjoy ourselves....that morning, we went through a lot of wrong places (due to my fault...haha!! that GPS larr....sorry bryan)...almost went up to genting cuz miss the Ulu Yam turning...haha!! maybe BBQ in genting is not that bad after all...so then, after lots of error, we finally decided to have Woods Resort as our final destination because it look nicer compare to chee ming's actual destination.....we rented a pondok along the river, set up the fire and started the BBQ process....as usual, sure got plenty of overcook or i can say...hangus chicken wing and sausages cuz we are all not professionals...dunno who told me to soak the drinks in the river water to chill it...haha!! obviously it doesn't work....but i had a nice experience "once pull, everything come together" because i tie all the bottles together.....everything went well until the rain came....it wasn't that bad afterall....we were all like those orang asli...sitting in our nice pondok...starring at the river water and trying to deduce whether the water flow is turbulent or laminar....in the mean time...brenda like our mother...cutting watermelon for us since we have all nothing to do....the way she cut the watermelon is like she wants to kill someone....maybe it's cuz the limited place and the big knife she have....she even shave her bulu kaki...haha!! well, as usual...the guys have nth to say besides RO...dunno wat so nice bout that game....and we girls juz stare at each other eating watermelon....finally...the rain stopped....we quickly get our stuff...clean up the place and cabut because we dun wan to be stuck in the jam.....even going home...we took the wrong exit..this time...it wasn't my fault....jun king's....so nvmn...we took the longer route....but we get to see some interesting scene...while we were waiting for the traffic light...we saw 3 dogs having sex...imagine...it's 3...not 2...haha!! we stare amd took a few pictures....i think the dogs were shy after a few pictures and they stopped....finally....we reached home safely at about 4....that's the first weekday of my holidays....the days after that...was not so interesting....become maid only....well, kakak went home and we got a lousy kakak...ask her do things she scold us pulak...so my mum got pissed and sent her off....then now...while waiting for my new kakak...i have to do most of the stuff because i am the one on holiday....and now...i learn how to use the washing machine...haha!! seriously, i never touched that pretty machine before.....all my kakak or mum do wan...so now....my mum have to teach me how to use because she's not going to be around next week...i think she teach me till want to vomit blood d...... "wat ur lecturers teached..no matter how difficult u can remember but this little bit of thing (how to use the pretty machine) u cannot remember"....haha!! that's wat my mum say...well, i think trying to remember how to use the machine is far worst than memorising those formula and facts....well, i think that's all for now...tomorrow going bak kut teh with brenda and her mum....then friday...it's taman sea's PBSM camp....yeah man!! muz go back and kacau...missing camps so much!! ciaoz dudes...

opening ceremony...

HI everyone...well, exams juz finish hours ago and it marks the end of my first year in university...i am really glad and happy that's it's all over...freedom has finally arrive and this is what all of my classmates and i were waiting for since weeks ago...and this is how i celebrate the first night of freedom...by blogging...and after this...i think i am so gonna hibernate....to replace all the strength and brain juice that i used up in the course of exams...that time, i can be a high class pig d...anyway, exams was really a nightmare...it was really taxing and almost kill me off...math, dynamics, electric, electronics and computing system, thermodynamics and chemical and biochemical process....all these papers were really dreadful and horrible....although it's a total nightmare....i have learn lots....throughout the whole week....God has really guide and bring me through those dreadful time..He has been blessing me all the way and gave me strength when i was about to give up....really...there were moments that i really wanted to give up but everytime the word give up creep into my mind...miraculously a feeling of comfort covered up all my doubts and fears....i really did experience God this time and i really thank God that everything went well....still, it's all over...everything's been fine and great....to all my classmates....it's been a wonderful year studying together....fighting with time to complete assignments and projects...eating lunch together...staying back and even go to college on saturdays and sundays to finish up presentation and homework....trying to make every engineering fair to be a success (our process flow control system...although not finish...we still manage to present it quite successfully) :-) ...hopefully we will have many great years studying together in future....to all my classmates that are leaving this year...david, philip, zaven, myat, jonathan and others....it's nice knowing u guys and we really had a great 8 months studying together....especially zaven, getting lost together in dynamics, electrics and electronics class...haha!! most of the time we dunno where or how the figure or formula come from...it's like out of nowhere the figures appear....and also philip, my group mate...let's see....we've been through 2 styrene presentation and one hands-on-project....i can say that those assignments and presentations were not easy but we manage to push through....although the work that we pass up have many flaws but we still land ourselves with credits.....not bad...good job!! during the process of trying to accomplish those task....we kinda the have small quarrels due to different opinion..sorry ya...din mean it....whenever u guys come back to malaysia again...remember to come visit us in taylors so we can get together again...dun forget us ya!! to all my group mates...jia her, brenda, chia yee, philip and ai wei...nice working with u guys....will always remember those time we spend in starbucks....uncle seng and mcD....we really did a great job...keep it up......aiyo, my gigi really sakit larr....these few days i am a wise person...got wisdom tooth lerr....so pain...during exams...it hurts so much...haih.....wah!! my first post really long lerr...that's all i think...time to go hibernate....5 months holidays...HERE I COME!! ciaoz....nitez...