tiring soul....

these few days...my laptop is my best friend...seriously, haven't been sleeping well these days....or can say...sleep also have to think of the amount of report that is left for us to do....crazy man....during the deepavali holidays....it's not even holiday....rushing for report like mad....never in my life i am so hardworking....and all Dr Marwan said was " how was your vacation? " ya, vacation with reports.....and it was "every single feeling we can feel on earth but fun"......he always thinks that we only have his subject in the whole wide world...everyday make me feel bad only..." guys, have u tried the tutorial? "...." guys, have u read Seborg chapter 2? " ..." guys, the have u read the Donald book?"..... " guys, ................." never ending......as phon says " Define holiday" ....and the reports are like never ending story...i finish one...come another 2...so, it's equal to not done but adding more....well, today as i come back from college...while driving and talking to brenda....we realise we have come a long way...both of us have one thing in common...we both fail math in form 2...imagine...form 2 we failed math because we both dunno how to use the buku sifir and solve simultaneous equation...ya, seriously...we failed....however, from failing math, we are now in chemical engineers...that's how far we come from....how good is that? well, looking and starring at those mountain high reports and never ending work load, i seriously miss those days when i was in primary and secondary school.....dun need to do so much...my GOSH!!! for the past weeks, haven't been sleeping earlier than 2 am.....and that also cannot finish all the things i have in hand....i also dunno why i choose engineering...it's the worst subject on earth...and this time, the engineering fair will be owned by chemical engineering students....cuz we are like ta pao everything...from posters to hands on project.....GOSH!!! i can die d....come to think of it, i dun even remember whether i breathe when i was rushing for the reports.....for one second, i thought i actually forget how to bernafas....and on my table in college, there's this words " Counting down to 22nd November"....y 22nd november? because that's when my holidays start....can't wait for it.....i think by the time that day come...i am already dead....one beautiful thing is...on the 20th, we have trip to port dickson Shell Refinery and 21st is engineering fair...so, the plan is....we just camp in college after the trip and tahan till the next night...good idea....crazy.........ok, i am done with complaining.....reports, here i come!!!!! argh!!!