M I R A C L E

So, went back to college to get results this morning and was told that the results were not out yet as my lecturer is still holding the results....gosh! and we were told that today we can collect the results slips....haha!! thought i had an empty ride all the way from PJ to Subang....but in the end i thought of dropping by lecturer's room.....then after some introduction of what i am currently doing, we went into the main topic.....yeah, I PASS ALL MY PAPERS!! seriously, PRAISE LORD!! it's really miracle that i pass.....i thought i was going to fail so badly that i even prepare myself for the worst before i collect my results...."LORD, grant me the serenity to accept things that i cannot change" ...that's how bad it is....somehow, i had this feeling that God is with me and i didn't have sleepless nights before the results were out....i sleept perfectly well compare with other nights....THANK GOD!!

Somehow, these days....i have open my eyes to God's miracle...seriously....everywhere i see....i found His miracle....my cousin's grandma was saved, and my mum's friend's child which was only 900g when she was born was saved, and i passed my exams even though i know perfectly well that i would have failed.....seriously, if not because there exists miracle, they were long gone....

To those out there who feel dejected, outcast, a total failure and idiot, watever u are going through is a test from God and He will not put u through tests without helping u nor tests that are beyond ur ability....if u think watever u are going through is not something that u can take, it's His tests trying to prove to u that u have much more in u that u have not realise all this while....look inside u, search much deeper that u never been and u will see that there are much more goodness in u that u have not seen, not until u are put through tests.....miracle does happen...have faith and don't give up easily.....it's not about the conclusion nor the results, it's about wat have u learn and gain throughout the process....the rest, are juz secondary.....So ppl, shake off the feeling of lonely, sadness, disappointment, hopeless and embrace the ray of light, of hope and of all, miracle........